Hi my name is Jay. 23 years young. Much of a loner, don’t relate to my generation or this society in general. Have a bad experience with women, even my abusive toxic mother. My father is an alcoholic amongst other family members. I was romantically involved with someone from 2015-2018 which I thought was my forever. Long story short she left me with out saying anything and ghosted me for months even years til this day. Every holiday since then or birthday has been hard. Feel very broken inside.