ranger2_75
Confident
I just went through a realy hard time because of my own irrational fears. :wall: When ever a loved one goes some where I have this insane need to hear from them every 4 hours max. If I don't hear from them I start feeling as if they have been injured or some thing horable has happened to them. Yesturday my step daughter whent to the coast about a 3 hour drive through the mountans. Well she called when they got there and then again 7 hours latter when she called to tell us that her boyfriend and her were going on to his families place about 4 hours from there, again through the mountans, to a town about 1 1/2 hours from here. Well then we didn't hear from her again untill today at about seven this evening. That was over 24 hours latter!:cussing: She is 21, even though, she lives with us. Well the problem is that during the night at some point I had a dream that my wife got a phone call that my step daughter was dead due to an accident. Well it came back to me when she called at 7 this evening. I lost it and I have spent the last hour trying to recover. I'm shaking and jumpy and throwing up blood, it is really starting to make me wonder if she cares cause it is a continuing problem trying to get her to call and let us know she is alive. I'm almost feeling as if she does it on purpos. Yes I know she is an adault, I can't help that when she gone I worry about her. Same if it's my wife gone but she is willing to, and does call for me. I'm starting to think that I need to tell her to find her own place so that I can go ahead and get use to her being gone and not hearing from her.:angry-fla I'm about to ask my wife to take me to a psych hospital. I think I'm startin' to loose controle.:drugs: :cuckoo: