i have ptsd from domestic abuse and getting strangled. every time i see a cockroach in my house i literally freak out and lose it. its like it awakens this burning rage inside of me, i scream, throw things, and break things every time it happens. I cant control myself. other bugs do not bother me, except for hornets. but those make me feel different. with hornets i get terrified and have a panic attack. with cockroaches i get extreme explosive uncontrollable raging anger. it doesnt seem like a normal reaction. but now that ive thought deep into it, i remember when my ex started to abuse me we started getting roaches in our old apartment because the nasty neighbor left like 40 bags of trash in the apartment on the other side of our wall. so im wondering if this is a ptsd trigger? if not, than why would they make me so incredibly angry?