I keep cutting off my friends. Something about me is just wrong. I don't know why good people want to hang out with me. so I'm just gonna disappear from their lives. I don't think any of them understand how this is gonna make their lives easier. I'm so tired of feeling like this. I wish I never had to be around people. I wish I didn't make friends in the first place. It's only a matter of time until I lose them all anyway. Might as well leave them on my terms.