I have been isolating so much lately. I know from experience this isn't good. I work from home so I am alone all day and then am alone at night. Sometimes I don't see another person for four or five days. But lately I have no interest in seeing or talking to anyone and am very depressed. I have posted here before that my husband passed away in June and ever since then my PTSD is horrible. I am afraid all the time and am basically not interested in living anymore. I already feel dead anyway. I started anti depressants two weeks ago but haven't noticed much improvement. The doctor put me on Wellbutrin and Restoril. The Restoril makes my nightmares worse and I feel rather wired which I know is the opposite of what it is supposed to do. I basically feel that I am trapped in a long black hallway with no windows or doors, there is no way out. I have simply given up hope.