sickfaery
Learning
I'm not sure if I exactly belong on here since I don't think I have ptsd, just like left over reactions and the rare flashback.
but recently been feeling a bit emotional about it and I kinda want to just talk to people who can relate and air it out. i'm so done with talking with randoms who have no idea, don't know how to react and probs don't even really believe what I'm saying.
I'll say my story short. I'm 19, and I was assaulted twice in my teen years. one wasn't very bad, but for some reason it did f*ck me up a little, and the other one was a lot more severe. as a result I got more into destructive and reckless (especially sexual) behaviors which ended up in me going to see older squetchy men for sex & to get high and that kinda thing, and ultimately when I was 18, actually selling myself to people off the streets. I know that doesn't sound believable but it happened.
but recently been feeling a bit emotional about it and I kinda want to just talk to people who can relate and air it out. i'm so done with talking with randoms who have no idea, don't know how to react and probs don't even really believe what I'm saying.
I'll say my story short. I'm 19, and I was assaulted twice in my teen years. one wasn't very bad, but for some reason it did f*ck me up a little, and the other one was a lot more severe. as a result I got more into destructive and reckless (especially sexual) behaviors which ended up in me going to see older squetchy men for sex & to get high and that kinda thing, and ultimately when I was 18, actually selling myself to people off the streets. I know that doesn't sound believable but it happened.