Hi. I have a girlfriend and we've been together for three years now. My girlfriend knows about my past experiences and how complicated my feelings and thoughts are. But I think she doesn't understand me very well because she often demands answer from me whenever I tell her what truly is in my mind. She often force me to explain what I am talking about and my feelings. Because of that sometimes I feel uninterested in talking to her. I often think about breaking up with her she demands answers from me because it stresses me out thinking how shall I explain something that I couldn't even understand. But I'm too afraid so it led to multiple lies just to satisfy her. I don't like lying to her but being honest often leads to quarrel and I don't like it as well because it gives me an uncomfortable feeling. What should I do? I really want to be honest with her but I don't want to argue with her.