I was making ground on my PTSD from my many years as an officer and being on a disability retirement. Now my bother was tragically killed in a car crash a few days ago. He was my best friend and we were only 8 months apart so we have always been very close. My dad died at an early age 45 and now, 16 years later my brother, who is 44. This is a major blow and has spun me back down. Enough is enough. When will all this crap stop.