They have another dog aswell, a sausage dog, is it called a daschand?? I don't know, but it has an anxiety disorder and constantly yaps and bites sometimes. It's my sister in laws and its a nightmare, poor thing.
I thought I'd feel better when back in my own environment and I don't.
I feel myself opening up more to these emotions I have about things discussed, my reactions in church and I feel it feeding into more unhappiness because I don't want to feel this way. Sickening.
I know I can do this. Just kind of spinning. I had a small bit of coffee there that might have done it but truly I think it's way more that I cried most of church. Like a steady right left right left IV drip from my eyes. Couldn't turn it off.
I'm hungry and frustrated and feel like ill explode.