Letting Go

[Survivor3]

Good morning @Defaultxlove ☺

 

[Defaultxlove]

@elephant I was just here house/pet sitting. I am going home. I appreciate you, I'm hiding a bit

 

[elephant]

Ah, fair enough! Thanks How are you today? Feeling better, same, worse?

 

[Defaultxlove]

Ah, fair enough! Thanks How are you today? Feeling better, same, worse?

Im waking up. I feel some the same as yesterday which is generally negative.
Some worse because I'm tired of the little dog here. I feel so bad saying that but she nipped my nose this morning to wake me up. Also background stuff. Bleh.

How are you??

 

[elephant]

Hope you feel better soon
I think I know your feeling.. that sounds like A. When he wanted to wake me up, he either bite me or scratched me in the face. If that didn't work, he would use his tail and hit me in the face with it. Wonderful way of waking up

Are you thinking of things that's happened in tha past?

Thank you for asking! I'm feeling much better now, have had a couple of bleh-days. Upset over some things (might write about that in my diary when I get home) but overall feeling calm. Listening to music, that helps

 

[Defaultxlove]

Wonderful way of waking up

Exactly!

Are you thinking of things that's happened in tha past?

I feel like it's difficult for me to communicate still, like the strings aren't attached. Sunday I got so many different triggers it was extremely mind altering. I'm not freaked out, just have to remember this is what happens to my brain. I'm doing everything I can to get better and it takes time.

I'm glad you are feeling better!

 

[elephant]

I'm doing everything I can to get better and it takes time.

Good thing you're aware it takes time! It does take time and at least I get impatient when things don't happen as quickly as I'd like them to (read: Now, but preferably yesterday!).

I feel like it's difficult for me to communicate still, like the strings aren't attached.

I also struggle with communication, I always thought that was my autism though. I often find writing easier than talking. Do you have a way of communication that's "easier"?

 

[Defaultxlove]

@elephant communication is normally easy for me any which way.

I feel incapable of handling specific thoughts and stuff :/

It's like the thoughts form-- I feel like I have comprehension and crumble/poof back to shut off.

 

[Renly]

 

[Defaultxlove]

Hi @Renly

 

[Renly]

I just ate some lunch, yay me! How are you?

 

[Defaultxlove]

I just ate some lunch, yay me! How are you?

Nice! Yes yay you!

I'm still about the same. My friend A is back we had lunch together and I'm thinking about leaving shortly. Thanks for asking