Letting Go

[Lilac98]

I also struggle with communication, I always thought that was my autism though. I often find writing easier than talking. Do you have a way of communication that's "easier"?

I find writing things easier than talking too cause of autism

Some worse because I'm tired of the little dog here. I feel so bad saying that but she nipped my nose this morning to wake me up.

My family dog sits on your head if you ignore him and don't get up according to my parents

 

[Defaultxlove]

Left early this morning to go to the store. I think my old neighbors car is in the parking lot but we'll see. I'm feeling strong enough to see either of them (S or RJ) but..if she (S) puts on a political face/show- I'm calling her out. I don't care.

Oh no I want to fight bad. Feelings. But I'm okay.

Woke up 445. Heard the birds that was it got up.

Ruger is bigger, the catalpa tree is in bloom. Tried to get pictures of it.

 

[Defaultxlove]

Last marriage therapy, the T agreed the marriage is over. She also impressed heavily upon him that what I'm looking for in the marriage is normal and not too much.

Victory! thank you Jesus.

Since then he's been like a magnet to me.

Didn't see old neighbor thankfully.

Im a special brand of shut down right now. Just gonna stay busy, enjoy what I can and rest when I need to.

 

[Defaultxlove]

I'm frustrated and tired. I ate more than I have been and it feels so gross. Ugh. Need to just relax.

 

[Defaultxlove]

Went to sleep early. Awake very early. Will try to sleep again but not sure it will happen.

 

[Defaultxlove]

Hi @Survivor3 just seeing you around cheers me up. Thanks for being a good friend to me!

 

[Survivor3]

Hi @Survivor3 just seeing you around cheers me up. Thanks for being a good friend to me!

Haha! I was just thinking about you! Thinking that your up early and I thought I'd say hello even though you might still be waking up. I love being your friend and thank you for helping me yesterday.

You give me hope my friend! Your such a good friend.

 

[Defaultxlove]

My pleasure @Survivor3

Im not going back to sleep. I wish but my minds already going which I guess is okay. I'm gonna go to the shed

 

[Survivor3]

My pleasure @Survivor3

Im not going back to sleep. I wish but my minds already going which I guess is okay. I'm gonna go to the shed

Ok, I'll come with you to the shed.

 

[Defaultxlove]

thankful:
The air outside smells so good after some light rain
Just saw "someone's cat" sitting outside the shed! In my head I am already buying cat food for it. We will see. What if it's a stray? It might need help.
Ruger is here
Today is therapy
The books from my aunt I still need to go through
Food/shelter/nice things


Ill be happier when I can hear the birds.

 

[elephant]

I’ve seen you talking about the shed. Is it an actual place IRL or is it like a place in your mind? I really like the idea of a shed!

 

[Defaultxlove]

@elephant hi! It's a real shed. Its mostly for hanging out in. It has cabinets, a countertop, a loft, rug, couch, books, chalkboard etc. Some storage.