Letting Go


I knew when I came home I'd really have to face everything. Some healthy and lots of unhealthy avoidance going on.

The police anniversary is coming up. Ughhhhh did that really happen!?! I drove by the house one time, pulled in the fire house nearby and felt like the guy from green mile. I legit screamed/cried in horror for a while. Felt good to get out. Lots of prayer and I sent my screams to God.

Need to focus.