Theasylumsystem
Confident
It's been a month since I was in the hospital
I've had to face some tough truths about everything I'm going through and everything I've been through
I am still so anxious around people. I'm not magically fixed. My memory is still shit.
I just... I wish I was free from all of this. I'm so tired.
I think I have to rehome my dog which is so f*cking hard.
He's reactive around people and I need a service dog that can handle public access so that I can feel comfortable living my life.
but I want to be selfish. I know he'd be happier somewhere else and I need to move on and get another dog but I don't want to. I don't want this anymore. I just want to keep my boy. I just want everyone to leave us alone
I've had to face some tough truths about everything I'm going through and everything I've been through
I am still so anxious around people. I'm not magically fixed. My memory is still shit.
I just... I wish I was free from all of this. I'm so tired.
I think I have to rehome my dog which is so f*cking hard.
He's reactive around people and I need a service dog that can handle public access so that I can feel comfortable living my life.
but I want to be selfish. I know he'd be happier somewhere else and I need to move on and get another dog but I don't want to. I don't want this anymore. I just want to keep my boy. I just want everyone to leave us alone