Happyplace76
Confident
Coming up on almost two months since I left. I'm managed to keep us together this lone... but Wednesday I have an eviction hearing - unpaid because of the subsequent traumas like rapid fire didn't stop.
I've spoken to legal aid and some community members. All agree that the landlord is cold and brutal - even rejecting my money when I had it. I'm single mom, I have a twelve year old son and I have no where to go. So after a few days after the hearing (unless the judge does have mercy) I am going to have find us a place to live, broke.
I look back on my life and why the hell was this supposed to happen? Does God not care my son needs home? finish out the school year? I know life isn't fair but this seems like a cruel joke when you've spent your year serving others. I'm 41 and I'm terrified. I don't see a way out of this right now. There's a case manager who knows, but I don't think she knows what to do, I'm losing my hope that there was anything figured out. For once in my life I need to be taken care - I know that sounds weak maybe but honestly just be taken care of. I'm tired of being strong, I'm tired of getting through shit just for more stuff that's really bad that was out of your control... grrrr :(
I've spoken to legal aid and some community members. All agree that the landlord is cold and brutal - even rejecting my money when I had it. I'm single mom, I have a twelve year old son and I have no where to go. So after a few days after the hearing (unless the judge does have mercy) I am going to have find us a place to live, broke.
I look back on my life and why the hell was this supposed to happen? Does God not care my son needs home? finish out the school year? I know life isn't fair but this seems like a cruel joke when you've spent your year serving others. I'm 41 and I'm terrified. I don't see a way out of this right now. There's a case manager who knows, but I don't think she knows what to do, I'm losing my hope that there was anything figured out. For once in my life I need to be taken care - I know that sounds weak maybe but honestly just be taken care of. I'm tired of being strong, I'm tired of getting through shit just for more stuff that's really bad that was out of your control... grrrr :(