Hi, I’m in my 30’s diagnosed with cptsd in my early 20’s but, have never have undergone any treatment. My brother recently sent me a link to an Aces quiz for childhood trauma which resulted in me finding this forum. I scored a 9/10. I’ve always thought it’s important to just forget about it and keep moving. But, I am and have been a functional addict most of my life. I was a very smart and studious kid and I didn’t even graduate highschool. Im married and have a great family but, we struggle financially etc . I suffer from fairly severe anxiety that basically never stops. I can’t even drive on the highway. I feel like I’m too old to blame my problems on my shitty childhood but, it was so bad. I just don’t know how to fix my mind.