Hello, you may call me Nehi. Been quietly dealing with PTSD since late 80s and just recently getting help and hoping for some support. Dealing with a lot of health issues; recent sepsis survivor, MS, TBI, OA and handful of other painful conditions. Living 30 years in fight or flight mode wreaks havoc on the body. Not talking about all the multiple traumas made them worse. I've always looked after everyone else and when I needed some reciprocity,(esp talking about the traumas) none was to be found. Was told it was too much and the little I shared were the PG Cliff Notes. Currently working to regain some horrific memories to put a prolific pedophile where he belongs. Doc sent me here to try and find some support in-between the sessions and insomnia. Scary to ask strangers for help but far more if I don't. Not much I haven't either endured myself or helped others through. More than willing to continue the latter here as well. Thank you for taking the time to read my intro.