anthony
Founder
Beatle, what do you mean about seeing fear in so many sets of eyes? Are you referring to you being HIV+? I believe the depth of members here and what they have endured, are certainly not going to judge you for being HIV+ if that is the case. PTSD is a life threatening disorder as it is, and can kill a person before HIV can through suicide and more likely bodily system shutdown, ie. organs under extreme stress simply shutdown, form cancer or cease to function. Heart attacks are so common to kill those with anxiety if not managed.
Beatle, to be honest, healing PTSD is more pain than living with it, but atleast the pain for the most part ends within a year or two when you heal. I don't know what it is like to have HIV obviously, nor the mental repercussions associated too that; but I have no doubt that you have your fair share of shit sitting on your mind daily.
Be kind to yourself Beatle, and give yourself some room in order to process your feelings, thoughts and emotions. Please don't be hard on yourself for being ill.... we can't change the past now, we can only look forward to the future and help ourselves achieve a better future.
Beatle, to be honest, healing PTSD is more pain than living with it, but atleast the pain for the most part ends within a year or two when you heal. I don't know what it is like to have HIV obviously, nor the mental repercussions associated too that; but I have no doubt that you have your fair share of shit sitting on your mind daily.
Be kind to yourself Beatle, and give yourself some room in order to process your feelings, thoughts and emotions. Please don't be hard on yourself for being ill.... we can't change the past now, we can only look forward to the future and help ourselves achieve a better future.