jennifer0506
Learning
hello.
I lost it earlier, I got so angry, my boyfriend went without saying goodbye as he had to go quickly from instant messenger which slightly annoyed me. When he said his computer turned off, I said the comment don't worry you weren't talking to me much anyway. And he said you hardly were. And it made me angry. And then he kept asking what was wrong and to promise I'm okay, but he said it in an 'what's wrong now' way and I said nothing. And then he said there obviously is something and then he said fine I'm going. And I just got so angry, and I got steadily more and more angry. He made out my anger was cause I was gonna be on my period soon. And I started crying and screaming and I hung up again and again, and then I rung back and he apologized for repeatedly asking what was wrong, but when I apologized for yelling and getting out of control he was just like yeah well I get the brunt of it all and your always accusing me of something.
I feel like he's not trying to understand me.
I explained I was feeling extra stressed as my mum and dad aren't supporting me from being recently diagnosed and are in denial about it, he then laid on about how I always take things out on him. He also implied that now I had been diagnosed I was using it for an excuse for what I do and that now I know about my complex ptsd I'm over exagerating the symptoms.
I've asked him to read about PTSD to understand me more but I doubt he will. It's not as if he's not supportive, if it wasn't for him I'd still be carrying on with no help whatsoever, but I don't think he realized how serious it is and that he's acting like a trigger for me AT the moment, making out I'm exagerating and it's just my period.
I'm sorry. I had to rant. This is the only place I feel I have people who understand me. Thankyou for the support I'm getting here.
I lost it earlier, I got so angry, my boyfriend went without saying goodbye as he had to go quickly from instant messenger which slightly annoyed me. When he said his computer turned off, I said the comment don't worry you weren't talking to me much anyway. And he said you hardly were. And it made me angry. And then he kept asking what was wrong and to promise I'm okay, but he said it in an 'what's wrong now' way and I said nothing. And then he said there obviously is something and then he said fine I'm going. And I just got so angry, and I got steadily more and more angry. He made out my anger was cause I was gonna be on my period soon. And I started crying and screaming and I hung up again and again, and then I rung back and he apologized for repeatedly asking what was wrong, but when I apologized for yelling and getting out of control he was just like yeah well I get the brunt of it all and your always accusing me of something.
I feel like he's not trying to understand me.
I explained I was feeling extra stressed as my mum and dad aren't supporting me from being recently diagnosed and are in denial about it, he then laid on about how I always take things out on him. He also implied that now I had been diagnosed I was using it for an excuse for what I do and that now I know about my complex ptsd I'm over exagerating the symptoms.
I've asked him to read about PTSD to understand me more but I doubt he will. It's not as if he's not supportive, if it wasn't for him I'd still be carrying on with no help whatsoever, but I don't think he realized how serious it is and that he's acting like a trigger for me AT the moment, making out I'm exagerating and it's just my period.
I'm sorry. I had to rant. This is the only place I feel I have people who understand me. Thankyou for the support I'm getting here.