Im wondering the thoughts of others , I took 2 hits one night and few days later took 6 hits , the reason for this was not to be cool (i was in college) , granted i probably looked "cool" to the others , I climbed the rain gutter to the top of the A dorm (evergreen state college) and pulled myself onto the roof , don't remember what we did up there , there was several of us , but I do remember witnessing the most gorgeous sunrise ever , Mt Rainer . Anyway, my theory was to go back , back where? I smoked some weed , i think it was laced with something , its like my whole reality and everything id ever done before that vanished , i was different after that day , i think i was a sophomore in high school , i was a junior (or whatever they call it at evergreen) the first trip went so smooth , i figured why not go for broke. but it didn't take me back , i don't know where it took me , like a time machine I've never gone back or can ,