My husband and I have been married for four years. After roughly one year of marriage, I realized that what I thought was one time of being molested by my stepdad when I was 15 actually happened throughout my childhood from ages 8-12, but I had repressed those memories. I am in therapy but recently stopped taking my medication because it made me feel like a zombie. Things that didn’t bother me while I was medicated, such as him grabbing my butt or boobs randomly, have started to bother me again and I don’t know how to move on from here. I’m going to start my medication back at a lower dose (50mg of Zoloft instead of 200mg) but I also feel guilty for my knee jerk reactions to him touching me. Even though I try to explain, I feel like he doesn’t understand and is offended. I just feel lost all over again.