Copper Princess
Confident
I have been battling my depression really bad for the past several months. My therapist said she would like for me to be tested for bipolar disorder. She explained to me that she believes the trauma I have experienced has caused this. First of all, I had no idea trauma could do that. I thought it was something you were born with. Secondly, I know absolutely nothing about this disorder and it makes me feel worse. Knowing I have PTSD was hard to accept but adding this to it hurts because it was all caused by trauma. I get to deal with this because people could not keep their hands off of me. I feel like they are the ones winning and I am a big fat LOOSER. I am just venting and I really hope I do not offend anyone. I cannot talk to anyone in my family about this or my "friends". I guess I need to do some reading before I go back on tuesday to find out more about this.