I guess this is how therapy works but I find myself slowly slipping into dark thoughts and can't concentrate. She is a very good T and specializes in childhood trauma but she is opening doors that have been closed for 45 years and I find myself unable to concentrate, which is very unusual for me.
I know this is a journey I must take but a little apprehensive about where it will take me. I have always been aware of my 2 years of repeated sexual assault from a pedophile from 10-12 but as I am beginning to learn, that was just part of my trauma and I am struggling with my self image and my view of childhood. It is as if my center of gravity has shifted and I am now wobbly.
For those here further down the road of recovery than me, is this something you experienced? Did you come out the other side better or worse?
I know this is a journey I must take but a little apprehensive about where it will take me. I have always been aware of my 2 years of repeated sexual assault from a pedophile from 10-12 but as I am beginning to learn, that was just part of my trauma and I am struggling with my self image and my view of childhood. It is as if my center of gravity has shifted and I am now wobbly.
For those here further down the road of recovery than me, is this something you experienced? Did you come out the other side better or worse?