Anyone else dealing with this?
I feel like I'm going crazy.
I've tried looking around, but everything I can find is military exclusive. If I didn't know better I'd say I'm living in the 1980s. I swear, this does not look like 2018 when I try finding resources. I'm waiting for the call from 1980 to ask if they can have the "only military can be affected" attitude back, since almost 40 years later kidnapped it.
I wasn't in the military.
I just thought I would have to prioritize one life over another and found myself preparing to decide.
But according to the current standards of society that can't be a situation where I had to break who I was, because I wasn't in a literal combat situation.
I'm going nuts at this.
I normally ask Google to find me resources to feel less alone, but now it's not working because all I'm getting is that I can't be dealing with it because of lack of military experience.
I feel like I'm going crazy.
I've tried looking around, but everything I can find is military exclusive. If I didn't know better I'd say I'm living in the 1980s. I swear, this does not look like 2018 when I try finding resources. I'm waiting for the call from 1980 to ask if they can have the "only military can be affected" attitude back, since almost 40 years later kidnapped it.
I wasn't in the military.
I just thought I would have to prioritize one life over another and found myself preparing to decide.
But according to the current standards of society that can't be a situation where I had to break who I was, because I wasn't in a literal combat situation.
I'm going nuts at this.
I normally ask Google to find me resources to feel less alone, but now it's not working because all I'm getting is that I can't be dealing with it because of lack of military experience.