Childhood Mother. You make me sick.

Mom, why.
I do understand you've been traumatized, I know you won't admit it and don't admit your trauma affects you.
Is that why you deny putting me through trauma?? All I wanted was to move forward from past abuse from you, physical and emotional.
You always seem to excuse your actions and it makes me sick truly.
narcissist, ... I don't wanna become you one day. Always make things about yourself. And putting on this fake persona so everyone else sees no bad in you. making them not believe me about what you did to me.
You make me sick.
 

Movingforward10

MyPTSD Pro
I hear you.

My mum is likely a narcissist too.
Somehow it's trying to accept that a narcissist will never ever apologise or accept anything. And also, best not to show them your feelings.

I'm sorry she's like that.

I've learnt not to show any emotion to my mum. She enjoys upsetting people and she will push and push to try and get reactions. But I have learnt not to rise to it. And I have reduced contact with her. Only so much I can put myself through this.

Sitting with you.
 
I hear you.

My mum is likely a narcissist too.
Somehow it's trying to accept that a narcissist will never ever apologise or accept anything. And also, best not to show them your feelings.

I'm sorry she's like that.

I've learnt not to show any emotion to my mum. She enjoys upsetting people and she will push and push to try and get reactions. But I have learnt not to rise to it. And I have reduced contact with her. Only so much I can put myself through this.

Sitting with you.
thanl you so much, i needed this validation
 

Muttly

MyPTSD Pro
I can relate. And that's a lot of hard things to deal with. You matter. You mattered then and you matter now. I am sorry your mom couldn't give you what you need.
 
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