Does anyone else have this issue?
I feel really big urges that I want to do something, work wise I mean. maybe start my own business go into a career of some sort. I have been home for 12years now and I am grateful for having that time with my kids. I wish that were enough for me but it isnt.
The problem is that I cannot think of one thing that I feel comfortable with doing. It is literally pulling me apart and causing me so much upset. Why cant I see what I want to do. It upsets me because everyone I know is either in work, about to go back to work, retraining and so on but I am still here at home cleaning away. I am happy for those that have a talent to make use of, that have fallen into something or been lucky enough to have a job handed to them but feel frustrated to not have a skill or talent or plate.
Surely by the age of 40 I should be sorted on this one I dont want to spend my whole life at home but cannot see any way not to be.
I feel really big urges that I want to do something, work wise I mean. maybe start my own business go into a career of some sort. I have been home for 12years now and I am grateful for having that time with my kids. I wish that were enough for me but it isnt.
The problem is that I cannot think of one thing that I feel comfortable with doing. It is literally pulling me apart and causing me so much upset. Why cant I see what I want to do. It upsets me because everyone I know is either in work, about to go back to work, retraining and so on but I am still here at home cleaning away. I am happy for those that have a talent to make use of, that have fallen into something or been lucky enough to have a job handed to them but feel frustrated to not have a skill or talent or plate.
Surely by the age of 40 I should be sorted on this one I dont want to spend my whole life at home but cannot see any way not to be.