sleeveheart
Learning
Hi all,
I’ve been struggling a lot lately with moving out of the apartment my mom and I shared. She passed away earlier last year, and I was excited about moving before but I’m questioning it now that I’m closer to the date of actually moving. It seems so official that she’s never coming back. I feel so uncomfortable moving and have a lot of mixed feelings.
It’s also ironic in that I felt that right when I got the swing of things- making a daily routine and keeping my environment moderately clean, the timing happened where I was able to move. I’m so scared I’m missing something by moving out. I’m so scared that the new apartment won’t be as good as the old one. For context, I need to move for a DV reason as well (stalking), so staying really isn’t even an option.
Does anyone have any words of encouragement or advice? There’s so many layers to this situation and some wisdom would be helpful. Thank you.
If I haven’t posted on the right forum please let me know*
I’ve been struggling a lot lately with moving out of the apartment my mom and I shared. She passed away earlier last year, and I was excited about moving before but I’m questioning it now that I’m closer to the date of actually moving. It seems so official that she’s never coming back. I feel so uncomfortable moving and have a lot of mixed feelings.
It’s also ironic in that I felt that right when I got the swing of things- making a daily routine and keeping my environment moderately clean, the timing happened where I was able to move. I’m so scared I’m missing something by moving out. I’m so scared that the new apartment won’t be as good as the old one. For context, I need to move for a DV reason as well (stalking), so staying really isn’t even an option.
Does anyone have any words of encouragement or advice? There’s so many layers to this situation and some wisdom would be helpful. Thank you.
If I haven’t posted on the right forum please let me know*