Relationship My boyfriend disappeared

Kitty.A

Learning
So me and my boyfriend have been together for a year and been friends for a about two year before hand, he’s a veteran that’s served in Iraq and and has pretty back anxiety, depression and PTDS. Things have been been amazing between us however he disappeared on me the last thing he said to me was “ goodnight I love you” on Tuesday night and now it’s Saturday and I haven’t heard a peep from him he’s actually blocked me. But he hasn’t just blocked me he blocked his best friends too. We’ve never had any issues in the relationship and we have very open communication which is why I’m so surprised cause he normally just tells me when he’s struggling but this time he just dropped off the face of the Earth and no one can reach him. Could this be his PTSD?
 

HisWife22

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So me and my boyfriend have been together for a year and been friends for a about two year before hand, he’s a veteran that’s served in Iraq and and has pretty back anxiety, depression and PTDS. Things have been been amazing between us however he disappeared on me the last thing he said to me was “ goodnight I love you” on Tuesday night and now it’s Saturday and I haven’t heard a peep from him he’s actually blocked me. But he hasn’t just blocked me he blocked his best friends too. We’ve never had any issues in the relationship and we have very open communication which is why I’m so surprised cause he normally just tells me when he’s struggling but this time he just dropped off the face of the Earth and no one can reach him. Could this be his PTSD?
Yes, it absolutely is. I'm sorry.
 

Kitty.A

Learning
Life can be extremely extremely hard out of nowhere. I'm wondering if you are okay. In this time of stress and pain, are you taking good care?
Honestly I don’t know how I am, after days of crying and checking my phone every so if often just to be disappointed is kinda numbing in the most painful way. I can’t really sleep either. I’m a writer so I have a bit of an emotional outlet I guess so that helps. How are you holding up?
 

Defaultxlove

MyPTSD Pro
Honestly I don’t know how I am, after days of crying and checking my phone every so if often just to be disappointed is kinda numbing in the most painful way. I can’t really sleep either. I’m a writer so I have a bit of an emotional outlet I guess so that helps. How are you holding up?
I'm glad I asked then.

I'm okay honestly a bit of a crap show but I have positive things in my life and I've been forcing self care. It can be so difficult.

Do you want to write about anything now?

Please take extra care of yourself right now.
 

Kitty.A

Learning
I'm glad I asked then.

I'm okay honestly a bit of a crap show but I have positive things in my life and I've been forcing self care. It can be so difficult.

Do you want to write about anything now?

Please take extra care of yourself right now.
I know you are hurting
I know you are scared of your own thoughts
And I know you need this time to regain your strength
But the thought that you may never return is tearing my soul apart
But I remember what you told me
So I will stand tall and be brave
Even if it feels like I’m drowning
I know you’ll rescue me
You always do
So come back to me cause I feel so weak
I know you will.

It’s probably not my best work but after days of not sleeping I guess it will do lol
 

Defaultxlove

MyPTSD Pro
I know you are hurting
I know you are scared of your own thoughts
And I know you need this time to regain your strength
But the thought that you may never return is tearing my soul apart
But I remember what you told me
So I will stand tall and be brave
Even if it feels like I’m drowning
I know you’ll rescue me
You always do
So come back to me cause I feel so weak
I know you will.

It’s probably not my best work but after days of not sleeping I guess it will do lol
I love it!
I was going to suggest writing him a letter in the meantime.

Have you eaten?
 
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