Few months ago, I finally decided to go to a therapist, and diagnosed serious PTSD.So I just started out to realize that my boyfriend cheated on me 6 years ago, and constant flirting with others 3 years have me PTSD.
All the nightmares, flashbacks, distrust, waving emotions.... But I’m still with him. (You can call me foolish, or whatever, but for reasons, I think I am happy with him, and I decided to move forward)
Today I felt very vulnerable again and wanted to talk to him about what happened few years ago. I think I wanted to hear something positive and comforting from him but this time, he was annoyed and asked me to shut up by calling me psycho.
Here I am crying and wondering what to do, and blaming myself for bringing up the topic again.
He doesn’t seem to understand my PTSD, or is it me being too overreacting for all these years....
please help
All the nightmares, flashbacks, distrust, waving emotions.... But I’m still with him. (You can call me foolish, or whatever, but for reasons, I think I am happy with him, and I decided to move forward)
Today I felt very vulnerable again and wanted to talk to him about what happened few years ago. I think I wanted to hear something positive and comforting from him but this time, he was annoyed and asked me to shut up by calling me psycho.
Here I am crying and wondering what to do, and blaming myself for bringing up the topic again.
He doesn’t seem to understand my PTSD, or is it me being too overreacting for all these years....
please help