I am so confused! How do you love yourself and see good in yourself when no one else does? I am sad, lonely, and feel hopeless because no one can help me make friends. No one can help me find love. Even though I was treated like crap, lied to and screwed over in bad ways, I miss the feeling of love. This whole situation has ended in me losing a great position at work, giving me legal issues, and straining my relationships with my family. Most of all, it has given me depression and anxiety that I can’t get out of. I want love and a relationship soooo bad, but my situation is so topsy turvy that my life is. I fell to such a deep low mentally that I can’t pull myself out. I am so unmotivated because nothing works. I try things, then give up. Why??? I wasn’t like that before.