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Message: <blockquote data-quote="Skywatcher" data-source="post: 1714975" data-attributes="member: 46955">If you have child parts and some major abandonment fears, you might understand this...  I don’t like talking about treatment goals and plans because I have a fear of healing.  Healing equates to a separation from my therapist.  It’s taken 3 full years to trust her, and I still have my moments.  I still go weekly (sometimes extra after a bad session) and we are finally in a safe place to work on my traumas.  I’m working on selecting insurance and the two plans cost about $20 difference for the month if I attend weekly sessions.  If I attend bi-weekly sessions, the difference comes to $60 per month.  Huge choice to make in my fourth year of therapy for c-ptsd.  Any ideas here?  I asked for a phone call to see what her views are on my treatment plan of weekly vs bi-weekly sessions.  Now I’m hoping she can’t call or says it will be weekly for the rest of my life.  See the problem here?</blockquote>