Hey. I remember when you guys told me to move on from my friend Rene months ago, looks like you guys were right all along that I should of moved on from my friend completely. When I was all alone for months, I was really happy and not stressed, but right now, when I was stupidly begging my friend to let me come back to his life completely, I was completely stressed out. I told him that he hurt me, but he still thinks that I hurt him (which I didn't at all.) The reason why I did that again was because in the future, when I get my own place, I'll have nobody to help me with the bills, but myself only. I'm having a really hard time trying to get my own place at the moment because the places I'm trying to get are really expensive. Even if I have a job or two, I still wouldn't be paid enough. So it's not fair that everybody I know gets help from their friends with the bills, and I don't get any help at all. I'm afraid of getting jobs at the moment because I have seizures, and I'm afraid that I'll pass out while working, and I don't want that to happen to me. I don't know what exact seizures I get. All I know is that I usually get a seizure when I'm stressed out. I think the cause of me getting seizures is being stressed out. My life is extremely hard right now because of my seizures. I hate having to go through seizures because they're extremely scary, and I'm afraid that I'll die every time I'm about to get a seizure again. I don't know what to do. I guess all I can do is to continue being alone, so I can feel less stressed and not end up getting another seizure.