My Version Of A "diary"

[SilentWarDiva]

So, I don't like to talk about my trauma history, but I can share thoughts and such through quotes and lyrics...

Today's song is "To Be Loved" by Melissa Etheridge.

I'm still waiting to be loved
I'm still hoping there's enough
The constant wanting to be loved

 

[SilentWarDiva]

Some days I just want someone to stand by me, no matter what.

 

[SilentWarDiva]

Alanis Morissette, Guardian

Now no more smiling mid-crestfall
No more managing unmanageables
No more holding still in the hailstorm

Now enter your watchwoman

I’ll be your keeper for life as your guardian
I’ll be your warrior of care your first warden
I’ll be your angel on call, I’ll be on demand
The greatest honor of all, as your guardian

 

[Lady of Longbourn]

Congratulations on starting your diary. What a unique way to share your feelings.

Wishing you the best.

 

[SilentWarDiva]

I'm terrified of the dark, but not if you go with me
And I don't need a pill to make me numb
And I wrote the book on runnin',
But that chapter of my life will soon be done

~P!ink, "The Great Escape"

 

[SilentWarDiva]

I've been brought down to my knees
And I've been pushed way past the point of breaking,
But I can take it.
I'll be back -
Back on my feet
This is far from over
You haven't seen the last of me.
You haven't seen the last of me.

~Cher, "You Haven't Seen the Last of Me"

 

[Nicolette]

Hi SilentWarDiva

Your diary is your safe place to express yourself. I thought you might like to know that posting video clips actually slows the load time for people on slower connections or devices. If you want feedback or member input I would be mindful of how many clips you are posting, and while there is no hard and fast rule, excessive posting of videos or images is not encouraged, especially as after time these clips may move, be deleted from where you sourced them leaving your diary full of dead links.

Thanks for your consideration.