EpicJess84
New Here
Just wanted to say hi... Introduce myself a bit.. I'm a mother of 2 little boys and I recently turned 33. As everyone else on here I've lived through many different stages of hell since I was a kid. I think that I cope amazingly well but a lot of the time I believe that I may just be in denial about how bad things were. Or maybe I just cope really well! Haha. Anyway, I have a lot of emotional baggage and hypersexual disorder to top it off. It sucks because I'm in relationship with a man 10 years older who's labido isn't what it used to be and he expresses all the time that my demand is too much... But I'm faithful. On average I end up taking care of business myself 9 to 14 times a day. It's disruptive. It makes me late for important things. It gets in the way of grocery shopping. The looks I've gotten from other drivers is comical. I face depression a lot and keep anger and frustration about my past bottled up. I try to just accept things for what they are and move on since I can't change anything but ultimately I don't think I have ever truly moved on and I'm scared I'll feel this way to my grave. So that's why I'm here. To talk to those who can relate and possibly help! And maybe I can help some as well! It's nice to meet everyone. I hope you all are doing well.