Yumeko-chan
Confident
The past few days I've been waking up practically already having a panic attack, and I had no idea why. This morning, though, I figured it out, and it made perfect sense.
Dutch Ovens.
My b/f has pulled them twice on me, and now when we're in bed at night, a lot of the time he'll fart and then say "Dutch Oven," as if he's gonna pull another one on me, and no matter how asleep I am, if I'm still awake at all I'll holler "No!!!" and he'll crack up. He just likes to get a reaction out of me, and has said several times he won't actually do it again, but I've gotten terrified of the prospect of him actually doing it again, and he's made the "threat" several nights in a row now, and even when he farts in bed in the morning, w/o saying anything, I'll immediately cringe, afraid he'll do Dutch Oven on me. Apparently it's to the point where I wake up halfway to a panic attack if he's made the "threat" the night before.
Once I figured out the link between those and my panic attacks I of course immediately told him, and he immediately felt guilty about his "threats" affecting me that much. Hopefully he'll stop now, but I'm not holding my breath.
Dutch Ovens.
My b/f has pulled them twice on me, and now when we're in bed at night, a lot of the time he'll fart and then say "Dutch Oven," as if he's gonna pull another one on me, and no matter how asleep I am, if I'm still awake at all I'll holler "No!!!" and he'll crack up. He just likes to get a reaction out of me, and has said several times he won't actually do it again, but I've gotten terrified of the prospect of him actually doing it again, and he's made the "threat" several nights in a row now, and even when he farts in bed in the morning, w/o saying anything, I'll immediately cringe, afraid he'll do Dutch Oven on me. Apparently it's to the point where I wake up halfway to a panic attack if he's made the "threat" the night before.
Once I figured out the link between those and my panic attacks I of course immediately told him, and he immediately felt guilty about his "threats" affecting me that much. Hopefully he'll stop now, but I'm not holding my breath.