I just got comfermation I have ptsd tho i"ve suspected it for a long time. I was severly burnt when I was 8 and molested by my sister inlaw at 13. My whole life i figgured the world was on a different path than me and I was denied that road. Like a good male of the times I kept it all bottled up inside untill the cork popped. I isolated myself so much it became comfortable. It's almost a shock to my system to find out I'm not the only one in the world that has feelings simular, I built my own Island and thought it was the ownley one in the world.