AnnieMae
Policy Enforcement
Circumstances just keep getting worse. I had the perfect life until I was screwed over. I was told, by him, years later that it was because he was being vindictive. Now I have a criminal record that I can’t get rid of. I am so freaked out. I hate the way I feel, and I cannot handle stress anymore. My body feels like it’s in electric shock all the time. My ex pulled a gun on me, I called the police, and he lied. He lied!!! He attacked me and told me to shut up! I didn’t belong there, and that it was all my fault! I was charged with domestic violence. I still have nightmares, all my dreams went down the drain, and this weirdness....does not go away. I am not close to people anymore. I feel like the whole weight of the world is on my shoulder and he got away with everything. My life is so screwed and I can’t fix it. I keep falling and everyone wants to tell me it’s going to be ok, to move on. But what about when you can’t? You can’t have a criminal record removed. I checked, not eligible. Everything I do backfires in my face. The worst is the flipping that NEVER happened before this. I am so stressed because I have a criminal record. I am so sad and so confused and at this point, I know it will be this way for the rest of my life. I wanted better. I was doing well at work, had a nice car, a decent home. Now I am stuck. I can’t believe all of this. It’s awful. I don’t have many close relationships and my family ignores everything because they are tired of hearing it and they have their own families to tale care of. I am so screwed. I can’t fix this. And the nightmares are still happening along with the weirdness. I wish the weirdness would go away so I could at least have a normal life. That and the charges. I feel like God truly hates me because no matter what I do, I cannot change those circumstances.