Hi there everyone.
I am so sorry to post again, and at this strange time (it's 1:27AM here), but I really need some help right now...
My partner just informed me yesterday that she is going to be starting a course on Monday which will take her away from me for 7 hours monday-friday for eight weeks straight!
I am distraught, I feel as though she's told me she has terminal cancer and is going to die in those eight weeks. My love and life is being taken from me, and I'm being left to my own devices at home, and I have nothing and nobody here for me to talk to, caress, argue, eat etc.
Up until now she's been my social lifeline, she's gone to all my psychiatrist meetings with me, all of my doctor's appointments, all of my meetings, etc... now I don't want to go to any of these on my own, I feel so ****ing anxious and empty.
I'm a man, but I admit it to everyone here and now - I am scared shitless. What the hell am I supposed to do now? I have no support in place, I've begged her not to go, even though I know that's wrong, but she's determined to do it.
Look, I am not asking for anyone to jump on a freaking plane and fly over here to New Zealand, sit with me for eight weeks while I melt in front of them or anything (but that would be nice), I just don't know what to do now, I have lost everything, and I feel so alone and helpless!!
I am so sorry to post again, and at this strange time (it's 1:27AM here), but I really need some help right now...
My partner just informed me yesterday that she is going to be starting a course on Monday which will take her away from me for 7 hours monday-friday for eight weeks straight!
I am distraught, I feel as though she's told me she has terminal cancer and is going to die in those eight weeks. My love and life is being taken from me, and I'm being left to my own devices at home, and I have nothing and nobody here for me to talk to, caress, argue, eat etc.
Up until now she's been my social lifeline, she's gone to all my psychiatrist meetings with me, all of my doctor's appointments, all of my meetings, etc... now I don't want to go to any of these on my own, I feel so ****ing anxious and empty.
I'm a man, but I admit it to everyone here and now - I am scared shitless. What the hell am I supposed to do now? I have no support in place, I've begged her not to go, even though I know that's wrong, but she's determined to do it.
Look, I am not asking for anyone to jump on a freaking plane and fly over here to New Zealand, sit with me for eight weeks while I melt in front of them or anything (but that would be nice), I just don't know what to do now, I have lost everything, and I feel so alone and helpless!!