Everyday for the past year, I have spent remembering the abuse committed against me. Those responsible never punished and I now have to deal with everything. The stress,anxiety and the ptsd. I felt like being normal is so far away for me. How does one become what they were before such a thing? How can an individual live with themselves?
I know it's not my fault I was raped, but part of me feels so guilty for letting it happen. I've never managed to let go of this. Even when I sit down to read or do a mundane activity, the feeling never leaves. All I did was be a child, and that had to happen to me.
Above everything, I want to forget, but that's the hardest part.
I know it's not my fault I was raped, but part of me feels so guilty for letting it happen. I've never managed to let go of this. Even when I sit down to read or do a mundane activity, the feeling never leaves. All I did was be a child, and that had to happen to me.
Above everything, I want to forget, but that's the hardest part.
