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Out Of The Hospital

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Finally got honest with myself..good and bad. I am going to say it out loud now, I tried to kill myself because I was so enraged and angry with my parents for being abusive and never getting it, that they are. that is some ****ed up shit right there. Me dying would be like giving them the biggest middle finger ever, you wanna hurt me, you can't hurt me anymore, you can't control me anymore, what does it feel like to lose a daughter and it is all your fault. Sad, I was willing to give up my life so they would even hurt a little. I realize they probably won't hurt, the one's I would hurt are the ones that really love me and I don't want to hurt them.

So, suicide off the table, dealing with this anger is on the table.
 
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