I have been very fatigued and losing weigh..almost 30 lb. I just had a CT scan this week. In the night I woke up with chest pains, cough and chills. I am very congested . It came on suddenly. I have felt for some time my end was near. About three months. I will take a Covid test this afternoon. I am not afraid of dying, which is a grace. Is this depression, a death wish ,anxiety , which I feel none of. Just feel really sick. Is that something anyone else has gone through? Is this part of this cptsd?