I have to go to work tomorrow so I'm reminded of things every day. I was washing dishes after the morning meal and our window faces the approach {driveway} when I looked out to see a women running toward the engine house carrying something in a blanket, I knew exactly what I would be doing 20 seconds from now. He died in my arms his name was Neal he was 4 months old. That was 1 hour out of 1 day I've been doing this for 15 years I'll drive over that approch tomorrow I'll wash dishes in that sink and I will never forget the loss. Gotta go role call in a few hours be safe.