Reached that point of suicidal

JGTRG

Learning
Blah. I went a way for a while to sort myself out. Avoiding people and being alone isn’t even working for me now. Its not even midday and I’ve already had a drink and am so close to ending it. How much work can one do without getting anywhere? This head is awful to be in man. Awful.
 

Friday

Moderator
Cha. I’ve held on by the skin of my teeth for longer than I care to think about. Some days are harder than others.
How much work can one do without getting anywhere?
Treading water? Is work.

Frustrating work, especially if one can SEE where they need/want to be, exhausting and demoralizing if there’s nothing but sea and stars as far as the eye can see. But still work, and important work.
 

Mach123

MyPTSD Pro
Pulling for you, keep going. I was like that for a long time. I say go to hospital like was said before. I understand not wanting to. I hope you feel better.
 
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