Hello, I'm new here. I recently discovered childhood abuse in my lifetime it's been rough. I've been diagnosed with PTSD something I've had most of my life but went untreated and I've had to adapt to that. All these years I have thought I was just born wrong, I was different and I learned to accept that. I feel like now perhaps I should accept I've been damaged and just try and get through life as best as I can, it's been 43yrs on this earth and I think I'm just too old.