chihayafuru
Policy Enforcement
When I was 7 I wanted to touch and suck other boys my age though I knew I'd get told off if adults knew. When he lived with us (my abuser) I think I was 19 and I would often sit next to him in the living room when it was just him in there, to see if he'd do anything but then I'd also get scared if he moved. Apparently this was just my brains way of trying to survive. But I also got urges to get his penis out of his trousers and rub it until it hopefully got hard and suck it a bit.
I now think this was a sign of little me being groomed and when I was older my subconscious was trying to reenact it. I felt like I was just crazy before.
What do people think about this?
I now think this was a sign of little me being groomed and when I was older my subconscious was trying to reenact it. I felt like I was just crazy before.
What do people think about this?