I am a little girl on the inside. I feel so invalid. Since my trauma started when I was 16, I feel like I have no right to feel so young. I feel so helpless. I have to go to work in a bit and I teach at a preschool. That's hard when I feel the same age as my students and I just want to hide under the table. I feel like crying. I don't know what to do. I talk, think, behave like a little girl. I'm frightened by adult things. I just want to feel better.