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Has anyone else been close to evicted, because being suicidal makes them that much more ineffective in applying for jobs? Or postponing health issues if they aren't insurance covered, because now they are both suicidal and broke? And at some point you don't know if being broke got you suicidal or the other way around....
I feel like I'm drowning. Like I'm in a hole and everything is just digging me deeper. Even checked the support the country could provide financially in different situations but the process takes months of documents. I keep trying, just doesn't get easier. Just the scale to which I think about suicide or selfharm is slightly less some days up to impossibly painful on others.
And I keep trying. Going to get referral for psychiatrist next week, so that something.
I'm still alive. And many days that is my biggest accomplishment. And I'm getting tired...
I feel like I'm drowning. Like I'm in a hole and everything is just digging me deeper. Even checked the support the country could provide financially in different situations but the process takes months of documents. I keep trying, just doesn't get easier. Just the scale to which I think about suicide or selfharm is slightly less some days up to impossibly painful on others.
And I keep trying. Going to get referral for psychiatrist next week, so that something.
I'm still alive. And many days that is my biggest accomplishment. And I'm getting tired...