Repetitive Flashback/terror to comfort?

Skywatcher

MyPTSD Pro
I have a very specific flashback where I’m shoved and pinned into a tall wooden cabinet. I’ve had it hundreds of times and have worked on it. It used to terrify me. Now, I find it oddly comforting in a way. I have no idea why. Does this happen to anyone? Maybe it’s more of an intrusive thought now?
 
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