liberatedwaters
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For the last 6 years I haven't been allowing myself to acknowledge the memories or signs of abuse as a child. Recently I've been experiencing some triggers, and I know that something happened but I am not 100% sure of what did.
I just want answers, as to why I feel this way or why someone makes me feel this way. I want to uncover my memories so that I can finally move on from something I've been living with for years. Although I don't really want to pay the money for a T, I am still young and on my parents insurance and don't necessarily want my family to know that I think something happened. Does anybody have any recommendations as to how I can find a T that would maybe work with me under the table or for free, or even an outlet that is not a T. Would greatly appreciate responses and/or advice for how to start this journey of breaking free.
I just want answers, as to why I feel this way or why someone makes me feel this way. I want to uncover my memories so that I can finally move on from something I've been living with for years. Although I don't really want to pay the money for a T, I am still young and on my parents insurance and don't necessarily want my family to know that I think something happened. Does anybody have any recommendations as to how I can find a T that would maybe work with me under the table or for free, or even an outlet that is not a T. Would greatly appreciate responses and/or advice for how to start this journey of breaking free.