Hi everyone. I am 34/f and I grew up in a very violent household. I have also been in multiple toxic and DV relationships. I have experiences of SA as well. I have a child and I don't want to repeat these patterns with him or let my issues interfere with me being the best mom I can be. I have many cooccurring conditions, but I often wonder if they aren't all symptoms of cptsd. I struggle with symptoms daily in one form or another, and I am tired of it dictating my life. I want to feel better and do better. I am seeking understanding and the ability to relate to others and connect on common ground. Hopefully I can also learn some things and grow some.