I was at a friends house at an after party and my friend and I went to bed. We were fully clothed and under separate blankets. When I woke up he had taken the blanket off me, unbuttoned my jeans, had one hand down my bra and had his fingers inside of me. I coughed to let him know I was awake and he quickly rolled over and pretended to be asleep. I work with him every day and I’m terrified to go into work. It’s ruined my life but I feel like because it wasn’t rape I should feel lucky and like I should be over it by now because it was 2 months ago. I get night terrors every night, I’m not eating or sleeping properly and I feel empty and disgusted with myself. Should I feel this way about a sexual assault?